I beat my head against the wall of breath meditation unsuccessfully for a long time, pre internet. There were several things that helped me break through. One was starting really small, just being like, origt im wointo to weigh less of it. The other was that i discovered sound meditation. I would go outside, and my object just became sound. And all of a sudden it changed. So i think had i tried to learn all this in to day's day and age, i probably would have come across that a lot more quickly. It just was a different time when i was trying to learn this stuff. In 19 88, ye, i thinkthet's something that i