The Honeymoon Period

After an awakening, certainly, what you notice isn't there for a while is the struggle, the resistance. And you realize, wow, I was struggling for no reason, essentially. You feel it. There's a feeling of flow with state. With states are common during this time. Clarity, an expanded sense of identity, perhaps. A fluid sense of identity,. of life, of all of it. That's what happened. This is the honeymoon period. At some point, that resistance started to creep back in. It starts to feel very solid at times, starts to feel even heady at times and then it's gone.