I'll Do What You Want, Just Here Talking

As i get older, and i'm saying this not only for the sake of everyone listening, but just to encourage people, my memories become more clear. There is greater clarity to the memories when they come back to me when i was younger. As you get older, these memories will break loose like again, pieces of glaciers breaking loose and sliding into the ocean. And you're going to have these sensory moments where you just feel completely overwhelmed by memories that are attacking you and condemning you and increasing sin beyond all measure. I've never felt more deserving of hell than i do right now because of the way in which these memories attack me. But finally, thank god, my elders are finally waking