Is There a Different Kind of Fear in Insanity?

This subject is life and echology. Its topics are deep, dark, sustaining, nourishing,. acrobate, elongated and sat now i've got that five combattors. There is something important under water here, something to do with pulls and spears. The underwater is oblong, metallic, hidden, sensitive, secretive, selective columny. And when i think back on those times, i can think, ye, i was afraid then, but i don't feel fear beaing this. I'm afraid again. Any time i think back toi the fear is still there. It's not a memory. Is fear.