The Importance of Observation in Relationships

I'm trying to see things like oh, why why do you say this here? You know and it's not study. I don't want to bring in other books. I can study at different time in the morning I'm just there to observe Christ because I want to get in my head like me and you okay So I had a certain image of you right and this is what friend she talks about into no Christ Jesus is like too often we have an image of great preachers and great teachers their image of Christ and We aren't sitting down doing the wrestling with the text at all. And so I want that image of Christ for me and that's been that's been a thing.