There are three Vales. Shikshavali, Brahmananda Vali and Bhrigu Vali. In the 8th Anuwaka there you will find these three tracks. Worldly other worldy, track one. Pedagial track, track two. And the ultimate realization, Aham Brahman has been, Aham Aham Aandana. That is track three. It's not opposite of Ananda itself. Opposites can exist in sat, in chit and in Ananda. There is no opposite of sat, in the best way to put it. Rick is right. Try to give up Vishayananda, the pursuit of Vishayananda